why not be

cheeseywonder @ 2006-09-08T15:33:00

2006-09-08T21:33:10Z


Neuroticism	60
Extraversion	87
Openness To Experience	64
Agreeableness	89
Conscientiousness	41

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cheeseywonder @ 2006-07-27T18:07:00

2006-07-28T00:38:33Z

Monday: I drank a coffee, two double shots, and two cups of tea throughout the day.
Tuesday: i drank a cup of coffee an iced coffee, one double shot, one amp, and two cups of tea.
Wednesday: I drank a cup of coffee, a double shot, an iced coffee, an amp, a cup of tea.
Thursday: I drank a cup of coffee, a double shot, an iced coffee, and some tea. I think that will be it.
I just want to start by saying...

I HATE FINALS!!!

All summer i have been doing alright in my precal class this final was the deal breaker. either i did good or i didn't. SO i started studying on monday at 12pm and stopped at midnight. slept till 8 went to class. I started the same cycle all over again except this time i woke up at four am and went to frontier and studied until 8am. then went to class and took my tests. then i went home and started the whole cycle all over again. At this point i was fucking tired and i couldn't concentrate. I did 40 sections in two days and then on wednesday it was taking my literally an hour to do one section and i only had 6 sections left. SO i didn't finish until 10 am this morning after a four am wake up study session. So tired and i can't wait to go to sleep tonight.

I found this dead bug in front of the sub at 7am this morning. i decided that this the effect of finals.

So i did ok. i got a 77 on the precal test which is better than i thought i did. so i have a B in the class. YES!!! So i took my trig test in two days. i just finished today and i passed the first half with an A but the second half i am not so sure about. but i have a 98 in the class so far so i am sure that this grade will not affect it to much. So everything went well and everything else is pretty nice right now.

so the really exciting part of this week is that i don't have to do this again until next finals week!!! YAY!!!

cheeseywonder @ 2006-06-09T19:22:00

2006-06-10T01:42:40Z

pride is tmrw i am way excited. it will be fun. i need fun this weekend after this week. i am so exhausted from all of my classes and work. i just want to go to my room and watch bad television, but of course i can't cause of work. oh well. i have homework i'll get it done and then go home and watch bad television.

so everyone should know by now that i am a horrible cook. i know that no one has ever tasted my cooking but believe me you don't want to. so here is the story. So tonight i decided that i would make spagetti and meatballs. i can make spagetti, but...i can't really make meat balls. SO i looked up a recipe online. I read some where about boiling them. i didn't know what to think so i kind of boiled them....so i was making them in the spagetti sauce and that was not such a great idea considering spagetti sauce is done before the meat balls. so the sauce was boiling and splashing sauce everywhere. i finally checked to see if the balls were done. they were... i was hoping. so i put the sauce on top of the spagetti and then i went to pick up the plate and dropped all of the spagetti on top of the stove. i was pissed!!! then i picked up the really hot spagetti with my hands and almost burnt myself...oops. so i ate the spagetti and afterward i had a stomach ache. something went wrong at some point. i am so ridiculous. i need a personal chef. yeah!!!

i love my classes. i like that i only have to focus on one subject right now. it is so much easier. i have homework all the time, and that is ok because i love math. There is this conference staying at rva called la meta who happen to be really awesome. they are all teachers who are refreshing their math skills at this conference. i really like them. the head guy is really awesome. he's teaching me so much about the TI-83 calculator(i am such a math dork).

so i have been falling asleep to eddie izzard and this morning i had a weird dream that involved a brittish accent. it was weird. all i remember was waking up thinking where did that come from. oh and my computer is fixxed YAY!!! i am so happy about that. i was so pissed off. I had some kind of virus and my baby was dying. it is fixxed now and it is working better than ever. i love my computer.

cheeseywonder @ 2006-05-02T08:30:00

2006-05-02T15:31:48Z

i might not have internet for a week. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! I am coming back on the 8th!!! I can't wait to see everyone!!!

cheeseywonder @ 2006-04-04T08:19:00

2006-04-04T15:19:57Z

If you comment...

1. I'll respond with something random I like about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll name something we should do together.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or just me).
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll leave you a quote that is somehow appropriate to you.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal so you can do the same for other people.

cheeseywonder @ 2006-03-24T07:29:00

2006-03-24T15:30:16Z

I quit drinking coffee two weeks ago.
I quit smoking a week ago.
It was so easy. Like too easy.

cheeseywonder @ 2006-03-06T17:24:00

2006-03-07T01:25:33Z

the Questioner
Test finished!

you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.

"I am affectionate and skeptical"

Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.

How to Get Along with Me

Be direct and clear.
Listen to me carefully.
Don't judge me for my anxiety.
Work things through with me.
Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
Laugh and make jokes with me.
Gently push me toward new experiences.
Try not to overreact to my overreacting.

What I Like About Being a Six

being committed and faithful to family and friends
being responsible and hardworking
being compassionate toward others
having intellect and wit
being a nonconformist
confronting danger bravely
being direct and assertive

What's Hard About Being a Six

the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations

Sixes as Children Often

are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent

Sixes as Parents

are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
worry more than most that their children will get hurt
sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

You liked the test? so please RATE it...
but remember! it had only two questions!!! ;-)

You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose CY

Would you rather have chosen:

AY (EIGHT)

BY (FOUR)

CX (TWO)

CZ (ONE)

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 0% on ABC

You scored higher than 55% on XYZ

Link: The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

cheeseywonder @ 2006-02-13T09:33:00

2006-02-13T17:33:52Z

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.
You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)

Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic

What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays

Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

cheeseywonder @ 2006-02-09T16:02:00

2006-02-10T00:03:03Z

The Maid of Honor
Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLMf)

Appreciated for your kindness and envied for all your experience, you are The Maid of Honor.

Charismatic, affectionate, and terrific in relationships, you are what many girls would call a "perfect catch"--and you probably have many admirers, each wishing to capture your long-term love. You're careful, extra careful, because the last thing you want is to hurt anyone. Especially some poor girl whose only crime was liking you.

Your exact opposite:
Half-cocked

Random Brutal Sex Dreamer

We've deduced you're fully capable of a dirty fling, but you do feel that post-coital attachment after hooking up. So, conscientious person that you are, you do your best to reserve physical affection for those you respect...so you can respect yourself.

Your biggest negative is the byproduct of your careful nature: indecision. You're just as slow rejecting someone as you are accepting them.

ALWAYS AVOID: The Battleaxe, The Stiletto, The Sudden Departure, The Dirty Little Secret

CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor, someone just like you.

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: cheeseringer

funny I liked taking this quiz again!!!

cheeseywonder @ 2006-02-05T13:42:00

2006-02-05T22:22:49Z

Fresno is a place where I am not in conflict with myself and my emotions. I am fine here. I do what I want to do. I sit down and do nothing. I have goals. I have learned to say yes when I want to say yes and no when I want to say no. I go to work everyday and I don't try to be the best, I only work to work. I look forward to it sometimes and sometimes I don't. I wake up and sit down and breathe. I am learning to be patient. I am learning to think before I do. Now the paranoia is something I work on constantly. I have to tell myself daily that I should not make assumptions based on fear, and it helps to be able to actually take the time to think about it. I have been here for a month now and i feel different. I feel calm and not just once in a while, most of the time. I don't think to much. I do my best to make the most of how things are and I am learning to appreciate what I have. I have always been running around trying to be the best and I remember thinking that is what I wanted. I don't want to be the best, i just want to make it through. I just want to run at my own pace. I really don't care how long it is going to take me to achieve what I want. I don't care about many things, and the more that I think about it I see that most of the things I care about I really have no reason to care about them, and that I should really care more about other more important things. I am simple and I like not talking. I like just staring off into space. I always felt like I needed to say everything or it would eat me up. that isn't the case. Most of the time I just want to be quiet. I am doing my best to take my time to do everything properly. I am starting to see that some of my standards that I have for myself are ridiculous. More and more I am starting to realize that most of the time when I make a goal I don't take my physical, emotional, mental, and how many hours there are in a day into consideration. I want to do things the healthy way but when i think I can take 18 credit hours, work a 30 hour week, eat healthy, do homework, have time to chill with people, and personal time it doesn't seem possible. So in the end I think I can do this and maybe i can i don't know, but obviously I couldn't so I won't hold myself to such a high standard cause in the end I fail and I don't want that to be the case, but I don't want to have low standards either. So what I am learning is to have a balance.

Here things are usually simple, I enjoy having time to think. I enjoy trying new things. My new favorite thing is mini golf. I won twice. 74 to 85. 74 to77. so exciting!!!

cheeseywonder @ 2006-02-04T12:48:00

2006-02-04T20:48:42Z

Reds are motivated by POWER, seek productivity, and

need to look good to others. Simply stated,

REDS want their own way. They like to be in

the drivers seat and willingly pay the price

to be in a leadership role. REDS value

whatever gets them ahead in life, whether it

be at work, school, or in their personal

relationships. What REDS value, they get

done. They are often workaholics. They will,

however, resist being forced to do anything

that doesnt interest them.

Reds need to appear knowledgeable. They crave

approval from others for their intelligence

and insight. They want to be respected even

more than they want to be loved. They want to

be admired for their logical, practical

minds. REDS are confident, proactive,

visionary, and can be arrogant, selfish, and

insensitive. When you deal with a RED, be

precise, factual, and direct.

What Color Are You?
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cheeseywonder @ 2006-02-02T17:31:00

2006-02-03T01:33:07Z

ONE WEEK WITH

NO INTERNET!!!

IT WAS HORRIBLE.

cheeseywonder @ 2006-01-26T19:50:00

2006-01-27T03:51:19Z

My pirate name is:

Mad Charity Kidd

Every pirate is a little bit crazy. You, though, are more than just a little bit. Even though you're not always the traditional swaggering gallant, your steadiness and planning make you a fine, reliable pirate. Arr!

Get your own pirate name from fidius.org.

yet again I love you jenni!!!

cheeseywonder @ 2006-01-26T19:11:00

2006-01-27T03:12:06Z

my jenni I love you!!!!

pseudomonas me scripsit anno 2005

cheeseywonder @ 2006-01-24T19:34:00

2006-01-25T03:35:01Z

Free Radical
You scored 125% Talk the Talk and 90% Walk the Walk!

You talk the talk, but you also walk the walk. You put your time, money, and efforts where your mouth is.

It can be hard to be this open-minded both in theory and in practice... kudos!

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 99% on Talk the Talk

You scored higher than 98% on Walk the Walk

Link: The Are you REALLY open-minded? Test written by mypomolife on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

I forgot that okcupid existed. Oh no.

cheeseywonder @ 2006-01-24T16:21:00

2006-01-25T00:21:46Z

The Picto-Personality Test

You are a person who is very ambitious, and constantly thinking of ways to further your own goals.

When alone, you let it all hang out and ignore every social convention.

You are laid back. Anything goes, with you.

In the future you will be happy and live richly.

Take this Test at QuizGalaxy.com

I am going to be rich!!!!

cheeseywonder @ 2006-01-20T22:27:00

2006-01-21T06:34:04Z

I am done. After two days of hard work I have finished. I made a mix set of cds called Songs of 2005. Holy shit it took along time. there are nine cds total. I WILL NEVER DO THIS AGAIN!!! The cd's mostly consist of Metric, bright eyes, cat power, and tons of other stuff. I am tired now and I will go to bed. sleep well everybody. ( :

cheeseywonder @ 2005-12-08T16:52:00

2005-12-08T23:52:31Z

Freakin’ Genius!
You scored 100% Awesomeness!

You are wonderful! If awesomeness was a crime, you’d be in jail for life. You win 1,000,000 points and the respect and admiration of millions of fans. Here is a gold star for you:

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 11% on Awesomeness

Link: The Really QUICK Reassuringly EASY Test written by andyash on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

cheeseywonder @ 2005-12-08T16:11:00

2005-12-08T23:11:55Z

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

cheeseywonder @ 2005-12-07T01:44:00

2005-12-07T07:47:00Z

Take the first sentence or 2 from the first post of each month of 2005. That's your year in review.

January: MISSION STATEMENT: Get to Pulse!

February: Wow so I am really annoying in this journal. I mean really annoying.

March: What am I doing? I am trying my best not to explode.

April: Bright eyes
Method Acting

May: Ok so I have absolutely nothing to say. I want to say something I just can't decide what.

June: 1. Name: Chrystal Marie Proue
2. Your Nick Names: Proue, cheese, anything with cheese in the title.

July: oh my god so right!!!
You Are an Espresso

August: blah fucking blah.

September: So pepe died on friday.I miss him because he was so perky and happy.

October: Yeah work is over and it is going to rain. yay!

Snow patrol

"Wow"

November: I have to stop reading essays on existentialism.

December: I will get back on track.

What a year. Finally over.

cheeseywonder @ 2005-12-01T17:32:00

2005-12-02T02:37:13Z

I will get back on track. No more missing any classes. No more staying up until 8am. No more sleeping in. I will conquer this laziness. I will starting now. I have too!!!

SO much stuff to do and so much time that I think i can do it at the last minute, but then it turns out that I can't and that is not good.

On the upside I am pretty happy. just About almost everything is going good. knock on wood.

cheeseywonder @ 2005-11-28T14:49:00

2005-11-28T21:49:30Z

Julia I miss you!!!

Reply to this entry by posting a picture of yourself in the
comments, then post this sentence in your own journal. !!

cheeseywonder @ 2005-11-28T13:54:00

2005-11-28T21:47:43Z

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Livejournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

This is hard.

1. "Dead Disco" Metric
Love love love this song so so so much. Richard introduced me to Metric last year and I am so happy he did.

2. "LNDP3" Apoptygma Berzerk
One of the most amazing songs ever. One of my top four.

3. "Both sides now" Joni Mitchell
Aneshia gave me a cd earlier this year that was absolutely wonderful and I love it.

4. "This is our emergency" Pretty Girls Make Graves
Great song. They are amazing, thanks again to richard for the intro.

5. "Waste of Paint" Bright Eyes
Because I have to be emo.

6. "Once in a lifetime" Wolfsheim
Also in the top four. I request this song so much at pulse and opm. It's sick!!!

7. "Crazy" Alanis Morissette
I love her and I would willingly let her do whatever she wants to me.

I tag:
Richard
Aaron
Fabian
Jessi
Jenni
Caleb
Fluffy

cheeseywonder @ 2005-11-27T21:17:00

2005-11-28T04:20:33Z

Garbage bleed like me awesome cd. Oh my god. Thank you to whoever left it at the desk (Bishop). I so burnt it and listened to it non-stop all day today. Yeah and like I have no clue how I am going to get back on schedule cause I have been going to be at 6am and waking up at 4pm. So yeah this is going to be an interesting week.

cheeseywonder @ 2005-11-26T20:21:00

2005-11-27T02:58:33Z

Don't live in the past it is over. Nothing is as important as right now. Right now was affected by the past but that is all. So do something that will make tomorrow better. I won't be sad. I hate being sad. So I am only going to be sad when I have to be sad. Right now I have a reason to be sad, but I am not sad. I am ok. So no matter what just happened I will be alright. I will be fine and I am fine right now. I have to be. I am so happy at the moment and I will enjoy my night cause I can.

I want a car because I am bored and i want to go get food but I don't want to walk. oh well i am dying my hair. SO happy cause for a while there it was turning green and I don't like that. Green is not my color. SO it is purple again. Yay